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Letter to the Great Cosmic Mother


Great Cosmic Mother,

I come before you, your humble and grateful servant. I thank you for the great honor to be used by your energy to do the work of the Way of the Sacred Feminine. I love the life you have led me to. I love who I have become and am becoming. I love all the women who are lead to me that I may show them the Way of the Sacred. I love that your energy flows through me to heal, align and balance me and those that ask for this energy from me. I am grateful that I have shed the darkness and continue to shed the dark energies of unforgiveness, resentment, jealousy, unworthiness, not enoughness, need to be seen, unfaithfulness, fear of punishment and anxiety of the future. I have expanded. I feel my being reach far and wide as if the wings were once hidden and now spread open for the very first time. They are atrophied and cramped from being closed for so long. I am learning how to use them and am sure that flight is inevitable.

I look to the horizon and my heart swells with excitement to know where my wings will take me, riding the current of your Great Spirit. I know and I trust now, like never before, that I am being guided. With this faith I surrender to these currents and smile at the dawn as the cool winds rush against my face.

I look back at who I once was. I have compassion for that small, frightened creature yet she has transmuted into a glorious, magnetic and courageous being. That past is gone; it is only a story that is so old and outworn that it no longer needs to be told. A faint memory, a shadow, that is fading in the brightness of what is in this very present moment.

I love you Mother. I love all your forms: Great Primal Force of Kali who came to me when the dark energies strangled and bled me: you sucked their life essence right out of me. Isis; the winged Goddess who breaths life back into me and teaches me how to use my wings; Mother Mary, who held me gently in your arms, nurturing me and speaking loving words of support and hope. Sister Magdalen, who awoke the memory of my priestess-hood and showed me the way back to the Way of the Sacred Feminine. Radhe, who taught me how to love from the depths of my heart without conditions or emotional attachments. Saraswati, who gave me the courage to sing and to lead others to sing with me, filling us all with the ecstasy of music. Lakasmi, who showed me that I am enough; that I have always had and will have enough and there is nothing to fear. Durga, who taught me the Ways of the Warrior Goddess while Shakti awakened and connected me with the Divine Cosmic Dance. Chumandi, who fulfilled her promise and showed me the way through every challenge to victory. Pele, who set my heart on fire and in that fire, set ablaze the creative energy that leads my life today. And Pachamama, Gaia, Mother Earth, who lovingly and unconditionally offers her body to me and all that is on it, allowing me to nurse at her breast with the sweetest of milks.

I love you Mother; in all your aspects, I love you. Thank you for awakening me and reminding me of who I am. Thank you for always providing me with what I need in every moment. I am yours, now and forever. Thank you for leading me gently and sweetly with love and grace.

Praise be to the Great Mother Goddess! Praise be to the Way of the Sacred Feminine! ~ Deva Vidya


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